38 more days till it comes out!

i think i did really well on the math test...buh i think i got a B+ soOo i think i got an F......... goddaMn i will hate mr.e if he actually gave me an F (if yer confused about the grading ask flo or jen) im gonna frick out.... sOo much pressure on me right now... my brother's giving my mom and dad hella problem...i frinkin think they gave up on him... god my brother is such a pain in the ass sometimes...who gave him permission to go into my room? he has his own room he can use to mess up , god leave mine alone...you have everything you need in there....god if you wanna watch tv, dont use myne! there's one downstairs and one in the living room...you wanna go online dont use up my comp space!use another one..always complaining about the tyme im online what the hell does it count? use another comp.myne is not the best anyways..seriously.im getting tired of you just getting on my nerves one day....and just becos you got a fricking scholarship in cash doesnt give you the right to actually go spend it on whatever you want whenever you want to...really! im sorry mom got me a fricking new bike an not you...fyne you know what you can have it...and ill personally make shure you ride it...and if you cant well too bad...that's cuz you already have a bike that fits you..ok? sheesh...if you want a fricking new bike so bad you should earn it...did i earn it? hell yeahs i had to make shure i do exactly as my mom tells me to do....no fucking questions asked...i have no choice if i want something do you know how frickin long it takes me to earn/save to get it? expectally when she's not giving me any money onlee on field trips and lunch...the fricking economy is tight...nobody can afford a spoiled brat lyke you ........... you always complaining...o can we go to cabrillo now? can we? NO do you know how much hw i have? go to cabrillo yerself..go to the backyard..its big. what do you want? a swingset for the backyard..shure why not...and if we actually get it what would you do? you wont even play on it....that's what you always do....complain to someone to buy somehting for you and then you just leave it..do you know that money actually have value in it..? you cant make money you have to work hard for it... Im sorry that target doesnt have Zelda in stock is it my fault? you ruined mom's bday and mothers day you know that? shit. im sorry toys r us doesnt have it either...and stonestown do you know that i had to take time out my weekend just to satisfy your fucking craving for video games? i can fricking care less.....you know if you want yugioh cards or whatever "in" right now, go to cards and comics i dont and wont go you got that? ...

okay that really let out my anger....it doesnt make a difference tho, cuz he doesnt know what my blogger site is.....=x

*depression zoOming in* ahHh.i have slow reactions........buh maybe that's becos i dint get stuck into some faarrrr, rejected school...no offense cos i know alot of you guys did.....its gonna be hard for me toOh..i mean most ppl i know didnt get into wash....mostly into burton/balboa/mission welL burton's not that bad...i can't believe that this year went by so fast...i remember the beginning of summer when i went to metroen wif ppl and was wondering when the year was gonna end..tring to find a way to earn so extra dough durning the next summer...i hope i dont screw up anything wif anyone ...i wish i could dissapear and just find a place where someone won't screw it up ... i think i havta die to go there tho.... lets just see how long i can last before i pull the trigger ... who the hell is gonna care.

i love the matchbox 20 song...i think it really explains alot.....

Unwell
(chorus)
I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

*still luv felTon...forget yoH lona...yahoo pics hella sux no wonda he looks so bad....